FAITH, HOPE, LOVE....

FAITH
Faith is the eye that sees God,
No matter how dark the day.
Faith is the hand that holds Him
On the steep and rugged way.
Faith is the heart rejoicing
Accepting God's promise true.
Faith is the ear that listens,
To the voice that speaks to you.
Faith refuses to doubt Him,
Thought others are filled with fear.
Faith is believing the Word,
And knowing that God is near.

HOPE
Hope is not pretending that troubles don't exist
It is the trust that they will not last forever,
that hurts will be healed and difficulties overcome....
It is the faith that there is strength within tolead us
from darkness to sunshine

LOVE
Love always finds a way
Love is not afraid
Love builds bridges instead of walls
Love never gives up
Love always hangs on
Love walts with constant strong hope
Over all virtues put love

Faith, Hope, Love but the greatest of these is LOVE


*Picture is taken from Kemping Rohani Siswa Part 1, Juli 2005....

YESUS... bikin hidup lebih HIDUP!!!

AMEN!

Hmmm... klo gw bole minjem istilahnya Devin... yg skrg ini dipake jd nickname nya di msn... Yesus, bikin hidup lebih HIDUP... tiap hari sering kali gw ngeluh cape, bosen ama hidup gw.. n even sering nanya what does this life mean??? n what's the purpose..?? dan kalo gw jg kadang mikir sama kayak one or some of my friends.. does God exist?? gw coba cari jawabannya... dan slalu mentok"nya g slalu dapet jawaban, kalo qta hidup itu berkat... ksempatan yg dikasi bwat qta, dan di sini qta diuji, gimana caranya qta ngisi n memaknai hidup ini...
Tiap org punya options bwat ngisi hari"nya... dari dulu gw udah knal Tuhan gw, tp bbrp kali gw ninggalin Dia... dan knapa gw balik lg ke jalanNya?? karena Dia yang terus berjaga bwat gw.. stiap kali gw sadar kalo Dia ga pnah ninggalin gw meskipun gw belok", gw sedih, gw nyesel... tapi mo gimana lg??
Believe it or not, dari jalan" gw yg berkelok" ini gw boleh semakin kenal Dia... qta bukan manusia sempurna, jelas... qta cuman bejana yg retak, tapi dimana qta mau disempurnakan, mau dibentuk sperti Dia... disitulah arti hidup... hidup di dunia ini cuman temporary dan di sinilah qta dikasi waktu bwat nyicil beli rumah di surga.. n caranya cuman melalui Yesus.. "Akulah jalan dan kebenaran dan hidup. Tidak ada seorangpun yang datang kepada Bapa, kalau tidak melalui Aku." (Yoh 14:6)

EveRytHinG iS fiNe...

sTaRt mY nEw daY wiTh sMiLe...

Rutinitas... bakalan kayak kmaren"... daily mass, pulang, pegi kerja during my free days trus jalan" ga jelas jg.. untungnya ada temen yg slalu ngajakin gw hang out... wakakakkakakakaka... hmmm honesly i miss some of my friends... for sure, michelle aka chele yg lg di bld... ohh nooo.. yg lg liburan di indo, then nastassja jg yg di sby..kpn baliknya say? lama kaliiiii.. :( all G9 members lah pastinyaaa... yg asik bgt.. but for now, i just realized that memories are even more wonderful than moment itself.. tapi kangen sama kalian smuaaaaa.... pengen siyh telp"..cuman berhubung gw sibuk or tepatnya waktu gw tiba" berasa abis ajah... n ga sempet telp"... trus kangen jg niyh ama alfred, edy, adrian w, aries, sedo... cowo" yg setia dengerin curhatan gw... pokoknya gw kangen sama all of my true friends... ohhhh kangen ama ricky, devin jg niiii... apalagi br sadar jg kalo kodie br makin deket ama both of u pas gw dah di sini... hmmm bener ga siyh bgitu??? hehehehe... yahhh at least itu yg gw rasain siiii... tp bener" deh meskipun gw mo blg sedih, kangen or apa lah... gw masi bisa always senyum or ktawa tiap hariii...
THANKS GOD!!

Trus... satu yg pasti jg.. Tuhan ga pnah tinggalin gw kesepian... He always gives me many friends to talk to.. n i feel soooo blessed to have all of u guys around me... thanks for temen" IVC, PD Yosua, mudika... trus ada Tika jg, even skrg susah bgt dihubungin but that's fine gal.. :) ada abangku, Hendra yg slalu ada bwat ditelpon, bwat jayus, gilaaaa.... GYLC friends.. south africa family members who still keep in touch n are so nice to me... esp. my ex-babe for a while... :)) huuuhhhh.... Tuhan emg baeeekkkk bgt deh...

Next..yg bikin gw seneng, bokap kmaren telp, jarang" bgt gt.. byasanya yg ada gw telp bokap nyokap tiap malem..ini sore" dah ditelp bokap... Praise God for my gorgeous parents!!! :)
ada yg bisa gw pelajarin siyh hari ini.. kalo apa ajah yang qta minta dalam doa dengan penuh kepercayaan, qta akan menerimanya (Mat 21:22)..
ternyata doa gw slama 3 taon ini Tuhan kabulin... my dad now is not the same dad i used to know... he's changed a lot, ke arah yg positif.. thx God bgt dehhhh... yg mungkin ga bisa gw critain skrg...tp singkatnya kalo dulu dia bole dibilang Katolik NaPas... skrg alkitab dah ga lengket alias dia rajin baca tuh surat cinta Tuhan,isnt it cool?? ;) kejadian ini siyh dah berlangsung for some months..cuman lebi terbukti lagi hari ini... so gw seneng bgt...

hmmm.. yah gt doank siyh yg bisa gw post skrg ini... im gonna back to my work...
have a wonderful day... :)

Julya Gani... one of my best friends ever... hepi bday yah say.. wish u all the best pastinya, gud luck for evrything... n GBU always... :)

LOVE is the answer....

Hhmmm... honestly i'm tired of my life... bosen ama rutinitas gw yg awalnya nyenengin, tapi lama" ngebosenin.. i have no idea what else i can do... skul, gawe, chatting or telp mentok"nya... ada yg blg ganti kerjaan, or ngambil kelas lg... but i can't do that... coz when i say yes for something... i'll try to be faithful for that decision.. meskipun capeee n malesin, but gw nyoba bwat trus ngerjain rutinitas itu.. klo gw ngambil kelas lg, boseeeennnn man... mo istirahat bntr.. for like a month before i have to have my fall semester... pengen siyh pulang indo..tp kayaknya ga deh, males jg gt klo cuman bentar, lagian bokap nyokap mo dateng.. ga worthed abis dehh tuuhhh...
then one thing i just realized.. saat gw bosen, saat gw ga ada kerjaan n cuman mo buang" waktu ajah.. gw tereak in my heart, indeed...

God, give me something that can refresh me...

or something like that.. n i always feel i just have new strength to face the rest of my day... ada ajah yg Tuhan kasi bwat ngehibur gw.. ada yg taunya tiba" telp n curhat.. yg bikin gw ngerasa dipercaya bwat denger curhatannya or help them to solve problems if i could.. ato ada yg nelpon cuman intinya ktawa or ngejayus ga penting... :)) but that works.. ato ada jg yg kayak barusan niyh dikirim Tuhan saat gw bosen.. customer yg rese, marah".. gw bersyukur klo gw jg bole ngerasain gimana diomelin.. meskipun kadang kalo gw lg bt jg.. jadinya malah marah" or brantem ama customer.. tp senggaknya itu yg bikin hari" gw.. or ada yg kayak few days ago.. pas gw lg bosen bgt karena sepi di boutique.. taunya ada cowo masuk bwat beliin gift bwat bday cewenya... maaaaaannn, ude ganteeennngg abis tuh cowo.. trus pas gw tanya mo nyari apaan bwat cewenya.. dia blg.. "i wanna give her the best thing from ur store.." senyumnya ajah ga kuat deh tuh gw.. :)) trus gw tanya budget..dia blg ga ada budget, yg penting ok... wuuuuiiiiihhh ini enak jg siyh kalo sering" dapet customer yg bgini, hehehhe... trus gw kasi dress yg mahal, dia beli deh tuh.. =p rada kurang ajar jg siyh.. tp emg top abis siyh tuh baju meskipun emg jg dah paling mahal harganya di sini... yeeeeeeeaaahhh ituh a bit of my life di sini dehh...

Trus mungkin ada yg nanya knapa titlenya "LOVE is the answer"... soalnya ituh nick msn gw @this moment.. trus td ada yg nanya knapa nick gw kayak bgitu.. gw br mikir.. it was just popped up ajah kmaren, n stelah gw pikir" lagiii.. i noe the answer... God is love n that's why Love is the answer...

hhmmm... okay, that's it for now...
God bless me... n all of u.. ;)